Tomatsu Haruka – Atashi wa Zenzen Ki ni Shite nai

Ashita oki tara “ohayou” tte io u
kangaeru dake iwanai yo
nanoni me ga sameta kara battari atta
sono toki wa mashikatanai ne?

betsuni aitsu ga kitakara to
kawatta wake janai yo
damashiteru no wa jibun jishin
kanari kanari tsuraai

“kankei nai yo shiranai yo” atashi itsudemo
tojikomete ita kokoro ake chatte ii yo ne
“kizukanai kizukarenai dare ni mo wakaranai”
kodomo no fuman mo akita yo

kyou mo yumemite kanari hazui
ganbou janai chigau kara
datte kakushiteru koto bare tara ya da yo
omou hodo mata boketsu hotta?

chotto nozoite mita dakede
tetsudau tsumorinai ne
dekakeru kara to tobidashita
jitsuwa jitsuwa shoboun

“hajimete na noni ganbatta” sonna koto demo
namida gundaatashiha don dake sabishii n da?
“kocchi mite kocchi da yo dareka yonde mite yo”
tsumaranakatta okashii ne

“kankei nai yo shiranai yo” atashi itsudemo
tojikomete ita kokoro ake chatte ii yo ne
“kizukanai kizukarenai dare ni mo wakaranai”
kodomo no fuman mo Byebye